Depressed over sexuality confusion?

Wow, I really know what your talking about. Although I can't tell how old you are (as it should be) but if your in school, you have plenty of time. I assume you are under 30, so you have plenty of time to find someone. I know there are people out there for you. Even if you aren't, this also applies to you. I actually know a few guys who fit your needs, so I am confident, that if you give yourself time and date around, your bound to find someone that you can love and will love you back. You should give yourself the time to get to know some people, because like I too agree on makeup and the things you described. Just because you haven't found someone yet, that doesn't mean you won't ever find someone like that. Also, don't forget, there is never a perfect person. Of course compassion and the fashion factor can be things you can find, but don't get too picky with details. But really, there is definitely someone for you out there, don't get discouraged.